Shattered dreams

My self-esteem is going down, down, down. So as my confidence level. It's slowly draining away.

Why me? I believe there is a reason but... i mean, first, i lost my phone. Then, screwed my speech and interview. *sobs* Zero chance of me getting the S and I am serious about this, not kidding or faking it. No high hopes people, honestly speaking. Enough, i'm sick of all this. Sorry for being emo =s

To be optimistic, I'm keeping my choices open. There's always other opportunity, it's just a matter of how you take it in and giving your best shot.

Fish, will tell you about my phone personally 'cause it's ridiculously careless of me to lose it. Embarassing much. hehe